Why I Feel Wet Before My Period

[CM] Last time

Title: Last minute
Fandom: Criminal Minds
Character: Aaron "Hotch" Hotchner
Rating: green
Prompt: 078. Where? @ fanfic100_ita
Word Count: 1024 (W), oneshot
Notes: What if ..? Based on this happens in the episode 3x20: Lo-Fi/Bassa intensity, just after the end. Pure speculation.
Disclaimer: The cheerful and joyful family Hotchner profilers are not mine but of good and Jeff Davis who gave us the grain.
Table : here

When they were happy together had thought many times.
He had spent sleepless nights rocked badly by the uncertainty which would have brought with it a new day.
Yet all his fears were proved unfounded, every sunrise had brought the safety of their being in pairs.
And now, now that between them should not be anything, he was there.

He was sleeping. It was in the middle of REM: In his dream he was Jack the smearing each mobile home with the strawberry ice cream and she was exasperated.
Then the phone ring had prevented infanticide dream.
- Haley, are JJ. -
had not heard much, everything had seemed so clear that everything he had to say was a terse: - Where? -

did not know exactly how it was arrived. He remembered that he had dressed and called Jessica as a babysitter.
remembered that JJ had promised an FBI jet.
She was sure he had crossed the door of the hospital and found JJ waiting for the diligent.

- Where is it? -
- In resuscitation. I did not know who else to call. - There was a tone of apology in a tired voice of the agent.
JJ was pale, his face drawn and his hands were still shaking. Haley was watching a man who stared at the blonde in front of her as if she were a crystal vase.
- Where should I go? -
- I'll walk. - He glanced fleeting man with amazing blue eyes that had responded with a nod.

could not get in, none of them could. And she could not remove his eyes from his body covered with that white sheet. He could not look away from what was missing from the void where once there was his right arm. "Luckily the accident, luckily he is left-handed" He was ashamed of that thought, without really knowing why. It was also ashamed of the anger he felt when he heard that English was almost unscathed. He was ashamed, because the only reason she was not serious it was because Aaron had protected.
The person in that bed was not Aaron. The thought was confused but she knew what it meant. Aaron was the agent who had never done a day disease. Aaron was not bad, never. And now, seeing him so weak while the nurse checked the drip and places it in the bed, almost effortlessly, the strange.
was Aaron, had his hair sticking out from under the bandages, his nose was straight from the line, his chin was covered by the bands, and yet it was not him.
knew of no longer having a right to be there.

- You need to call Sean. - It was a whisper. Morgan had heard ee wanted to kick him. I was leaving.
- You have to call it. - JJ also had heard and had approached.
- I do not have the number ... -
- I can not do anything. - Derek was sure he had never felt such hatred for a woman.
- He signed the papers, JJ. I no longer have any rights. I could not even be here, probably. - There was only pain and quell'ammissione Morgan had understood that the abandonment was not an option.
- Call Sean, he's the only one who can tell you what to do. - Sean

but he had no idea what to do once you arrive.
- I do not know what could be his will. We have never spoken. -
For Sean it was strange having to decide, was the younger brother, the reckless and irresponsible, not one on which to rely. Yet now everything depended on him.
Sean never had a deep relationship with Aaron, he loved her but nothing more. They were too far apart in age, character and ambition.
He turned to the team, to Haley. They were the ones to know, not him. It was unfair.
- Tell me what he wanted. You know, but you can not decide. I do not know, but I can choose for him. We could fill the gaps. - He shrugged his shoulders, it was difficult to admit to not knowing your brother.
Everyone looked to the ground, the weight of that decision was pending on their heads like the sword of Damocles.

- He wanted to leave. - He was a Reid speaking, the only one who had the courage to speak the truth.
- It 's true. - Echoed JJ.
- was first and foremost an agent, we can no longer would be to die for him. - It was yet another awkward statement that Haley was forced to do. Sean shook her shoulder for support.
- But I wish that Jack could greet his father for the last time before letting him go. -

Jack knew that was the last time he saw his father but did not cry. He taught him to be strong, had told him that the people you love do not go away ever.

- Because there is no grandfather more? -
- Your grandfather got sick I was still at school when I was so sick and eventually died. -
- You were sad because he was not there? -
- Much, wept at night for a few days, when I do not see anyone. -
- Then you stop crying? -
- Yes. My grandmother told me that as long as I remembered him, everything I had taught him, he would always be with me. -
- And what did you do? -
- I have always behaved as I had taught. -

Jack was just a baby not intended to be a father next door, but seemed stronger than all of them while stroking the hand of the father, while Haley lifted him so that he could give the last kiss on the cheek of battered Hotch .
seemed to have the conviction that despite all Aaron would be with him forever. Haley knew only that her father had explained several times that little Jack would never have left alone, although he could not stand by him as all the other dads.

- So do not cry when I go away? -
- You cry if you sad, but you must remember that I will always be with you. -


*** You're reading a LJ enabled! Yes, I also passed the oral exam. On the hottest day of the week I have slipped away to Milan for a good cause. And tomorrow I'll be back to see the results. But I also go to join the order ... How much effort!
no longer a student ... it makes me a little 'because it is the sad end of an era ... the umpteenth time over.
Now I no longer have to study, or have feelings of guilt because I'm on the net instead of books.
And yes, I am deliberately ignoring the story up here. Even though I love her like crazy.